Poems and Essays

by Joseph Howe

 

ONCE MORE I PUT MY BONNET ON.

 
Once more I put my bonnet on,
    And tie the ribbons blue,
My showy poplin dress I don,
    That’s just as good as new,
And smooth and stately as a swan
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    Go sailing to my pew. [Page 177]

Once more, Ah! me, how oft, how oft,
    Shall I the scene repeat?
With graceful ease and manner soft
    I sink into my seat,
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And round the congregation waft
    The sense of odors sweet.

A finer form, a fairer face
    Ne’er bent before the stole,
With more restraint, no spotless lace
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    Did firmer orbs control,
I shine, the Beauty of the place,
    And yet I look all soul.

When to the sinful people round
    My pitying glances rove
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The dewy tints of Heaven’s profound
    Seem in my eyes to move,
Too sorrowful their hearts to wound,
    And hardly asking love.

And thus for four long years I’ve sat,
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    My gloves without a crease,
For two of them I wore a hat,
    For once a blue pelisse,
When will the wicked know what’s what,
    The weary heart have peace?
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My head gear twenty times I’ve changed,
    Worn Paris flowers in Spring,
Wheat ears in Autumn, re-arranged,
    Tried birds of every wing, [Page 178]
Bade that from Paradise estranged
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    Its luster o’er me fling.

But yet, as “nether millstones” hard
    The hearts of men appear,
Smooth shaved, “or bearded like the pard”
    They’re worse from year to year.
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My “virtue is its own reward,”
    I’m sitting single here.

The Rector’s eyes, a brilliant pair,
    Lit up with love divine,
Beaming with inspiration rare,
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    And phrenzy very fine,
Like nestling birds from upper air,
    Would gently droop to mine.

What could I think, as day by day
    His gaze more earnest grew,
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Till half the girls began to say
    He neither cared nor knew,
Though all the Church should go astray
    If he could save my pew.

I read divinity by reams,
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    The Bible got by heart,
I studied all the Church’s “Schemes,”
    Prepared to play my part
Of Rector’s wife, as well beseems
    A lady of high Art. [Page 179]
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But, let the truth at once be told,
    Religion’s cause was nought,
For Twenty Thousand Pounds in gold
    The Rector’s heart was bought,
And I was most completely sold,
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    The Blackbird was not caught.

The Curate’s hair was crisp and brown,
    His color very high;
His ample chest came sloping down,
    Antinous-like his thigh,
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Sin shrank before his gathered frown,
    Peace whispered in his sigh.

So young! I hoped his steps to guide
    From error’s devious way;
By bad example sorely tried,
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    I feared the youth might stray;
To life’s allurements opening wide
    Become an easy prey.

I did my best, I watched and prayed,
    His ardent soul to save,
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But by the sinful flesh betrayed,
    What could I do but rave?
Ten stone of blonde, in lace arrayed
    Walked with him down the nave.

If Gospel truth must now be told
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    I’ve selfish grown of late,
The Banker next though somewhat old, [Page 180]
    And limping in his gait,
And quite as yellow as his gold,
    I thought to animate.
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I’m sure my Note he would have “done”
    With “two good names” upon it;
I do not think he ever run
    His eye glass o’er my sonnet,
Or counted, in the morning sun
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    The feathers in my bonnet.

The widowed Judge I next essayed,
    His orphans kindly viewing,
Read Blackstone nearly through ’tis said,
    All gaudy dress eschewing;
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But, am I doomed to die a maid?
    Not yet he comes a wooing.

Once more I’ll put my bonnet on
    And tie the ribbons blue;
My showy poplin dress I’ll don,
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    That’s just as good as new,
And smooth and stately as a swan
    Go sailing to my pew.

Merchants and Lawyers, half a score,
    Bow on their hats to pray,
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Tho’ scattered round, I’m very sure
    They always look my way.
I’ll re-appear, encore! encore!
    Who shall I catch to-day? [Page 181]