The
Lodger
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I
CANNOT quite recall
When first he came,
So reticent and tall,
With his eyes of flame.
The
neighbors used to say
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(They
know so much!)
He looked to them half way
Spanish or Dutch.
Outlandish
certainly
He is—and queer! |
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He
has been lodged with me
This thirty year;
All
the while (it seems absurd!)
We hardly have
Exchanged a single word.
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Mum
as the grave!
Minds
only his own affairs,
Goes out and in,
And keeps himself upstairs
With his violin.
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Mum did I say? And yet
That talking smile
You never can forget,
Is all the while
Full
of such sweet reproofs
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The
darkest day,
Like morning on the roofs
In flush of May.
Like
autumn on the hills;
At four o'clock
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The
sun like a herdsman spills
For drove and flock
Peace
with their provender,
And they are fed.
The day without a stir
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Lies
warm and red.
Ah,
sir, the summer land
For me! That is
Like living in God's hand,
Compared to this.
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His smile so quiet and deep
Reminds me of it.
I see it in my sleep,
And so I love it.
An
anarchist, say some;
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But
tush, say I,
When a man's heart is plumb,
Can his life be awry?
Better
than charity
And bigger too,
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That
heart. You've seen the sea?
Of course. To you
'T
is common enough, no doubt.
But here in town,
With God's world all shut out,
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Save
the leaden frown
Of
the sky, a slant of rain,
And a straggling star,
Such memories remain
The wonders they are.
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Once at the Isles of Shoals,
And it was June...
Now hear me dote! He strolls
Across my noon,
Like
the sun that day, where sleeps
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My
soul; his gaze
Goes glimmering down my deeps
Of yesterdays,
Searching
and searching, till
Its light consumes
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The
reluctant shapes that fill
Those purple glooms.
Let
others applaud, defame,
And the noise die down;
His voice saying your name,
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Is
enough renown.
Too
patient pitiful,
Too fierce at wrong,
To patronize the dull,
Or praise the strong.
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And yet he has a soul
Of wrath, though pent
Even when that white ghoul
Comes for his rent.
The
landlord? Hush! My God!
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I
think the walls
Take notes to help him prod
Us up. He galls
My
very soul to strife,
With his death's-head face.
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He
is foul too in his life,
Some hid disgrace,
Some
secret thing he does,
I warrant you,
For all his cheek to us
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Is
shaved so blue.
He
takes good care (by the shade
Of seven wives!)
That the undertaker's trade
He lives by thrives.
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Nor chick nor child has he.
So servile smug,
With that cringe in his knee,—
God curse his lug!
But
him, you should have seen
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Him
yesterday;
The landlord's smirk turned green
At his smile. The way
He
served that bloodless fish,
Were like to freeze him.
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But
meeting elsewhere, pish!
He never sees him.
Yet
such a gentleman,
So sure and slow.
The vilest harridan
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Is
not too low,
If
there is pity's need;
And no man born,
For cruelty or greed
Escapes that scorn.
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Most of all things, it seems,
He loves the town.
Watching the bright-faced streams
Go up and down,
I
have surprised him often
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On
Tremont street,
And marked the grave face soften,
The mouth grow sweet,
In
a brown study over
The men and women.
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An
unsuspected rover
That, for our Common.
When
the first jonquils come,
And spring is sold
On the street corners, some
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Of
the pretty gold
Is
sure to find its way
Home in his hand.
And many a winter day
At some cab-stand,
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He'll watch the cabmen feed
The pigeon flocks,
Or bid some liner speed
From the icy docks.
His
rooms? I much regret
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You
cannot see
His rooms, but they were let
With guarantee
Of
his seclusion there—
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Each
morning, table, chair,
Lamp, hearth, and shelf,
I rearrange,
refreshen,
Put all to rights,
Then leave him in possession.
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Ah,
but the nights,
The
nights! Sir, if I dared
But once set eye
To keyhole, nor be scared,
From playing Paul Pry,
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I doubt not I should learn
A wondrous thing
Or two; and in return
Go blind till spring.
The
light under his door
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Is
glory enough,
It outshines any star
That I know of.
Wirrah,
my lad, my lad,
'T is fearsome strange,
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The
hints we all have had
Passing the range
Of
science, knowledge, law,
Or what you will,
Whose intangible touch of awe
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Makes
reason nil.
Many
a night I start,
Sudden awake,
Feeling my smothered heart
Flutter and quake;
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Like an aspen at dead of noon,
When not a breath
Is stirring to trouble the boon
Valley. A wraith
Or
a fetch, it must be, shivers
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The
soul of the tree
Till every leaf of it quivers.
And so with me.
Was
it the shuffle of feet
I heard go by,
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With
muffled drums in the street?
Was it the cry
Of
a rider riding the night
Into ashes and dawn,
With news in his nostrils and fright
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Where
his hoof-beats had gone ?
Did
the pipes, at "Bonny Dundee,"
Bid regiments form?
Did a renegade's soul get free
On a wail of the storm?
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Did a flock of wild geese honk
As they cleared the hill?
Or only a bittern cronk,
Then all was still?
Was
it a night stampede
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Of
a thousand head?
I know I shook like a reed
There on my bed.
Nameless
and void and wild
Was the fear before me,
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Ere
I bethought me and smiled
As the truth flashed o'er me.
Of
course, it was only his hand
Freeing the bass
Of his old Amati, grand
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In
the silence' face.
Rummaging
up and down,
From string to string,
Bidding the discords drown,
The harmonies spring,
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Where tides and tide-winds rove
Far out from land,
On the ocean of music a-move
At the will of his hand.
Sobbing
and grieving now,
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Now
glad as a bird,
Thou, thou, thou
Of the joys unheard,
Luminous
radiant sea
Of the sounds and time,
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Surely,
surely by thee
Is eternal prime.
Holy
and beautiful deep,
Spread down before
The imperial coming of sleep,
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Endure,
endure!
And
sleep, be thou the ranger
Over it wan.
And dream, be thou no stranger
There with the dawn.
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Then
wings of the sun, go abroad
As a scarlet desire,
Unwearied, unwaning, unawed,
To quest and aspire,
Till
the drench of the dusk you drink
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In
the poppy-field west;
Then veer and settle and sink
As a gull to her nest.
Wind,
Away, away!
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And
hurry your phantom kind
Through the gates of day,
Or
ever the king's dark cup
With its studs and spars
Be inverted, and earth look up
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To
the shuddering stars.
Blaring
and triumphing now,
Now quailing and lone,
Thou, thou, thou
Of the joys unknown!
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Unknown and wild, wild,
Where the merrymen be,
Sink to sleep, soul of a child,
Slumber, thou sea!
All
this his fiddle plays,
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And
many a thing
As strange, when his mood so lays
The bow to the string.
Sleepless!
He never sleeps.
That I can find.
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I
marvel how he keeps
A bit of his mind.
There
is neither sight nor sound
In the world of sense,
But he has fathomed and found
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In
the silvery tense
Keen
cords on the amber wood.
As he wrings them thence,
Death smiles at his hardihood
For recompense.
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Oh fair they are, so fair!
No tongue can tell
How he sets them chiming there
Clear as a bell.
An
orchard of birds in June,
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The
winds that stream,
The cold sea-brooks that croon,
The storms that scream,
The
planets that float and swing
Like buoys on the tide,
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The
north-going legions in spring,
The hills that abide,
The
frigate-bird clouds that range,
The vagabond moon—
That wilful lover of change—
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And
the workaday sun,
Dying
summer and fall,
Seasons and men
And herds, he has them all
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He calls and they come, leaving strife,
Leaving discord and death,
Out of oblivion to life,
Though its span be a breath.
There
they are, all the beautiful things
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I
loved and lost sight of
Long since in the far-away springs,
Come back for a night of
New
being as good as their old,
Aye, better in fact,
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For
somehow he gilds their fine gold,—
Gives the one thing they lacked,
The
breath, aspiration, desire,
Core, kindle, control,
Memory and rapture and fire,—
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The
touch of man's soul.
How
know the true master? I know
By my joys and my fears,
For my heart crumbles down like the snow
With spring rain into tears.
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Now I am a precious one!
With nothing to do
But idle here in the sun
And gossip with you
Of
a stranger you have not seen,
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As
like never will.
I would every soul had a screen,
When the wind sets ill
In
the world's bleak house, like this
Strange lodger of mine.
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His
presence is worse to miss
Than sun's best shine.
I
put no thought at all
Upon the end,
If only I may call
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Such
a man friend.
And
a friend he is, heart light
With love for heft,
Proud as silence, whose right
Hand ignores his left.
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Yes, odd! he gives his name
As Spiritus.
But that is vague as a flame
In the wind to us.
And
then (but not a breath
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Of
this!) you see,
All his effects, my faith!
Are marked D.V.
His
cape-coat has a rip,
But for all that,
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| (Folk
smile, suggest a dip
In the dyer's vat,—
Those
purple aldermen
Who
roll about
In coaches, drive till ten, |
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And
die of gout),
I think
he finely shows
How learning's crumbs
At least can rival those
Of—'st, here he comes! |
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